OMG! I am struggIling to write a blog post without deleting it & this is the fourth time! Please God help me!
I have not blogged in a few years & am so excited to write this post! The fact that its been deleted however the hell i did it tonight 3 times seems like a cruel joke. It is funny though, but i have to move forward & get it done. Highly aggravating though, to say the least.
Life has been challenging for me the past few years & i feel a need to create more in life whether through writing, song, dance or my home-based business. I have been learning lots in the corporate world, and many leadership skills i have learned have benefited me a lot lately. However there have been some struggles.
i lost my Mom 4 years ago & a close friend who had challenges but was a lot of fun. I did inherit a lovely Cat, Cash who is very sensitive & takes good care of me. I am so grateful for her as i adopted her, after she lost her owner & my best friend.
I have learned a lot in business lately both in the corporate world & through my home based business.. My challenges have been through leadership, financial management & also dealing with having to disown an abusive friend.
I am excited to move forward & struggling to write this blog as it keeps getting deleted. I will come back to this later, but i am feeling empowered to help others as others have helped me & to finally learn to soar as on the wings of an eagle.
I was led to start writing again after 2 years after doing an intense amount of self-development & soul-searching & healing. Although self-development is of great importance in my life, i feel constant self-analyzation lately to be a hindrance & can somewhat inflict greater pain & feelings of worthlessness as it is holding me back from becoming who i am meant to be & keeping me stuck.
I feel meditation , song, yoga,dance, writing, herbology, embracing beauty in all forms such as people, children, animals,plants, herbal tea with organic honey, chocolate in hopefully smaller amounts :) & just embracing each moment & surrendering to it, while feeling our emotion but also slowing down the anxiety & strength & pressure it causes in each moment, will be the steps i need to heal.
Expressing myself with words most times verbally can be very hard for me, so i wish to come blog from time to time to express my true self.
I was inspired to come blog after feeling the need to storytell & to read poetry such as Love Poems by Shakespeare i have never read before & i am so happy to come & share what i learn & how to live a more inspired life.
Thank-you for reading & i hope to have to courage to come on & blog more. i am very shy about my writing, so any encouragement might help to drew me out of my shell.